My doctor prescribed me OXYCONTIN for my abdominal pain, its nifty; thanks doc!

I got 4th in my pageant.. I should've done better but I can thank my tattoo for not doing so well, it was a Christian pageant.

Easter was SO busy. There was a total of 20 people at my house for lunch but we had so much fun and Tony got to meet my moms side of my family!

I bought my bunny rabbit a cute little leash to walk her with and a brand new, and HUGE cage! :)

I'm going to the doctors on Thursday to have a procedure done to try to get rid of this abdominal pain I've been having, hopefully it'll go away after this is done.

Tonys dad moved down from Michigan yesterday and the guy his dad is living with isnt allowing Tony to come see his dad.. its bullshit.

I hung out with Britainy and Nick the other day. Brit and I went to get our nails done, then I sat with her at Starbucks and her Nick and I then ate at La Botana. (YUM!) Nick paid for me, he's such a sweetheart. Unfortunately we had a little bit of drama between Brit and Tony, sorry about all of that Brit.. just let things calm down. I love you though baby.

I looked at apartments for Tony, his dad and myself ALL day yesterday. (April 18th) I can't wait to move in with him, he's been staying at my house for the past couple of nights and I've loved kissing him be the last thing I do at night and then kissing him again be the first thing I do the next morning :)

Now I know why Britainys always so happy, shes in love with an amazing guy and love is an amazing thing and I'm so glad that I've finally been given the opportunity to finally see that..

This Summer I'm goin to Florida with Britainy, then my familys going on vacation to Washington DC the first week of June, and then later that month I'm driving with Tony and his dad to Michigan for a week to move the rest of his family down here to the ATL.. I CANT WAIT!! This is gonna be an AWESOME Summer!

Well, I guess thats my highlights for now.. expect more in another month or so hahaha

Wow, so its been a while. I've been in the hospital alot but I also met an amazing guy who i really care about. He's hurt me a little bit so far, which is kinda pushing me away from him a little but I really think he's truely sorry for what he did and I forgive him. God forbid it happens again though..

Britainys been going through alot lately and I really wish I could be there for her more, I've just been so freaking sick lately I just havent been able to be the best friend that I wanna be.

Been to the aquarium twice, loved it! Its beautiful.

I'm gonna be in a pageant on APRIL 15TH and I'm uber excited! :)

So I got out of the hospital today and after having a feeding tube for three days, I'm scarfing everything I can get in front of my face! It's gonna suck when I gotta get into that dress on the 15th if I don't chill out!!

Oh, I got a bunny rabbit. Its the sweetest thing ever, I love it.

a week after they let me out, i got put back in the hospital. this time i wasnt in too much pain so i did alot more walking around and such. i went down to the library and rented win a date with tad hamilton and spiderman 2. plus i won willy wonka and the chocolate factory from bingo, along with some lipgloss and a stuffed animal eagle for my dad. egleston also has this tunnel that connects it to emory hospital so i walked over and saw my mimi (my moms momma) over there. she has cancer and got a fever so they had to admit her. i stayed over there for a bit and then went back to my room to watch all of my movies. saturday they had another bingo game and i racked up, i won a coloring set, a big stuffed animal elephant that i gave to my niece, a puzzle, and two more little stuffed animals and i let some of the other kids that were playing take some of my other prizes! they ended up letting me go home later that day, which i think was a mistake because i already could tell that i was swelling up again. whatever.

ok so i finally got home last night and my niece and nephew came over so my mom could babysit them while my brother and his wife went out to dinner. poor mommy, my niece cried for an hour and a half because my brother and his wife have her so spoiled that when she gets away from her mom, she cries. so my little brother and i decided it was time to get out of the house and get away from the crying so we went and spent the night at my uncles house. him and his wife took us out to eat mexican food yummy and then we went back to his house and watched willy wonka and the chocolate factory and some dumbass movie called big trouble in little china. total waste of time.

well i woke up this morning and felt like complete shit so my brother and i left my uncles house earlier than we usually do so i could get home to my bottle of vicodin. ahh, the wonderful power of pain pills.. what would i do without them? anyways, just as i thought i'm swelling up AGAIN because of my fucking kidneys and i wont be surprised if i'm not in the hospital again by the end of the week. fuck me.

oh, btw kyle.. i meant to call you today, i really did but my cell phone died and i lost the charger so of course i didnt know your number but i tried to get on WoW to see if you were on and you werent but i'm sorry buddy i tried. call my house when you see this and i can appoligize to you again for fucking you over, again but this time it really wasnt my fault ;/